Gut Wrenching Fear

Okay, so it's been forever and a day since I wrote on the blog, but then again, everyone has been getting group e-mails, so...deal!

I'm dealing with a problem here. A gut wrenching fear kind of problem. I decided to go bungy jumping, or more accurately, canyon swinging! www.canyonswing.co.nz

it's a scary prospect. I have reoccuring dreams in which I'm falling to my death. I always wake up before I hit the ground, but still! Falling. And Falling. And more falling.

So, why am I going bungy jumping? Supposedly to get over my fear. But, I feel like an idiot at the moment! My family has told me, oh don't worry about the money, if you don't want to do it, don't! Fair enough. But, I do kind of want to do it. I really do, cause I know that it'll be the best thing ever, after I've done it. It's just that, it'll be falling. Which is the point! I can be such a dumbass at times, but I am pretty scared. What is that saying? There is no courage without fear?

So, I need to get me some courage.

Watch this space.